I'm kind of be fuzzled as to why you got back together with him in the first place.

HE wrote you that he wanted a divorce and didn't want to see you, then broke contact with you all together.
How are you a bad person for moving on with your life? I just don't see it.
Ask yourself where is this going? Do you you honestly see a future with this man?
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