I'm glad your reaching out. You desperately need help and support. I'm am also glad you threw your pills away.
Hopefully the trauma center can help you, if not go to an ER, call a hotline or whatever you can do to get the help you need.
Your boyfriend sounds rather more toxic than supportive, but I understand if you just don't have the energy to get away from him right now.
Don't try to hold back your pain, if you need to scream and cry then do so. Sometimes people don't take us seriously until we let go and let it all hang out.
Please try to hold on and get the help you need.
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Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day!
"Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged
Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 -
Seroquel 100
Celexa 20 mg
Xanax .5 mg prn
Modafanil 100 mg