Not even my husband know how I am. My leg is shaking randomly so that's a clue I'm going up. I never tell my in-laws or family what I go through, hell I hardly tell my husband when I can get away with it. I've slept the day away because I just didn't want to deal today. Running away has crossed my mind but I can't. I know being silent will hurt me but I trust no one. I have to much energy in my limbs. I'm not having rushed speech. Just confusion. I think I'm talking alright, am I?