All he does is snap at me all the time. We barely talk. He thinks I'm a (^%&$$^%$ Maybe I am.

I started contemplating and think maybe I have been mean to him. He says I order him around all the time.

He is sick right now. I made him a cup of tea, a cup of theraflu and I made a pork roast with mashed potatoes. I admit I hadn't been cooking much the past months because I was sick - the thyroid, the bronchitis. He wasn't very sympathetic when I was sick either.

I'm sad about our marriage. He doesn't satisfy me intellectually or in other ways. He withholds sex a lot. I don't know what to do. I promised him I'd be nicer this year.