I have one other personality. I feel like I share the brain in my body with another me. It sounds freaking crazy, yes I know. She is evil actually. Since I was younger, I or her, was breaking things and hurting my brother constantly. I or her would apologise and say this exactly "Sorry that was Bad Alison, not Good Alison." I have been seeing and hearing scary voices, whispers, screaming and random conversations since I was younger (not sure the exact age) and I was so scared for years. I have spoken to my other half actually. I can hear her in my mind daily. She laughs, screams and just talks normally. My girlfriend saw her come out multiple times. She believes that as a child I could not handle all emotions since I was extremely abused by my family that I made another personality that had the bad emotions. The Bad Alison has two emotions, anger and dark humor (EVIL). I have every other one. She feels no pain or remorse. I feel so much pain all the time. She is always laughing in my head. Every time I cry, she laughs. She told my girlfriend that soon that we will become one and not two different personality. I truly am never in my body when she comes out. She has very crazy, open eyes and a sinister smile. I know when I about to switch. I lose almost all senses such as eyesight, hearing loss and sense of feeling/touch. I have one big thing I see that is not real. A guy (maybe) hologram looking, no face, dark and scary. He whispers to me often even without seeing him. I have experienced severe childhood trauma. I get major flashbacks while dissociating and when I dissociate, I become completely catatonic. I see myself floating above my body looking down on myself all alone and dark and without clothes. If anyone reading this or knows of anyone that has anything like I experience, please please please reply I need to know what is happening to me. Thanks