Thanks everyone!!!

I'm pretty happy I could do it as well. I was on the cusp of going in but decided to see if I could self hospitalize at home lol. Been doing this long enough I figured I had a fair shot lol! My parents helped with the kids so I could basically medicate and sleep until the symptoms began to subside. I figured that's all they would do inpatient anyway besides lecture me about meds

Still cringing hard at my erratic behavior/emails/conversations on the outside but have decided to just ignore it and move on like it never happened. I kinda feel like people that were not aware of the BP may have some sort of clue somethings not all right in Denmark over here but hey....I will leave it up to their imaginations

Thx again