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Originally Posted by adashofhope
I know its so hard being alone. I'm alone most of the time too, or I'm around people that I have little to no emotional connection with. Have you looked into doing any 12 step online or phone meetings?
I know you said that some of your friends were bullying someone else and you stood up for them. It seems like maybe they showed their true colors and aren't the best influence for you to be around. Some of them may come around in time, if they are true friends. But if someone doesn't like you because you stood up to them because they were being bullies, it sounds to me like it may not be such a terrible thing. You're not a loser. You have a good heart.
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Thank you . I want to do a 12 step program but I'm not quite ready yet although I have been improving a little and I'm working towards it . I got on the bus somewhere on my own twice last week for the first time in nearly a year so that is progress .
I'm thinking about writing a story . using all my sad and hurt feelings and putting it into the story . that might help .
I also told my ex friends about my mental health thinking they might understand but they just ignored me but at least they didn't say anything mean to my face , probably did it behind my back though .
I will be ok. I hope . how are you ?