believe it or not I was once quite the writer. since I was a kids into most of college I won awards and was always expected to use it to write a book someday.

alas BP (and I am POSITIVE it is the BP) has stolen my words. I'm lucky if I can write a complete sentence anymore. I cant blame it on meds because I'm never on them long, I just think the times I went through back to back major episodes and then the psychotic break really did some damage.

and then it began attacking my memory and my focus so I cant even read long books anymore. I still collect them because I like having them around

I'm only 37 but my mind feels so damaged.
Recently I have been printing out poems that touch me and have been trying to at least read those
I figure I will probably just end up building a big collection instead.

Well I cant seem to keep any post on PC shorter than a novel tonight so maybe there is luck for me yet!