Kiya, I have had those same feelings over and over. It seems to be common of us who have been abused.

But you have to know You are NOT worthless. you are NOT worthless my friend. You have helped me out a LOT since ive come to these forums. actually if i tried to name all the names of those who have helped it woudl take 10 posts...you being one of them. So please lean on me my friend. You are not worthless, not alone, not any of those things you were called.

What you are.....caring, loving, worthwhile, giving, generous, and a true friend to people you have never met face to face. What do you have? friends......here. IM one of them remember. If i had to, id take a bus to where you lived to just give a hug. so pm the address...im on my way.

Colleen