AARrgg dont leave me I will cease to ever be able to enjoy life if you do...arrgg don't leave me It feels me full of shame when you reject me...aaarrgg dont leave but I wish you were already gone then I wouldnt have to feel ths pain...I hate you dont leave me...arrggg why do I feel only YOU can help me?....aarrgg why don't I get up and do something for myself and just forget this??...aarrggg why do I torture myself so?....why do I want you so much when I am only thinking of me??....arrgg someone please shoot me