It might help more if we shared the stupid crap we did when drunk! I used to have blackouts so, mercifully, some of my more stupid moments are lost to the past. I cringe, however, when I remember how alcohol affected my actions, judgement, & caused the loss of treasured relationships (romantic & otherwise). Only about 1 in 5 of my drunen sprees ended in blackouts...So I do have a large body of stupid crap to remember!