Alex,

Thanks for the insights.

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Comes to be more self reliant.

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Yeah, I get that. But the whole %#@&#! thing is, I am tired of being self-reliant. In fact, I am sick of it. I have been self-reliant for decades; and I have always been the one who is steadfast--always there, seeing, observing, knowing. I want to disappear now.