me either... not wanting to go today i mean.

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What is this? It's crap, that's what it is.

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i'm sorry, i laughed outloud. But i understand completely. It IS crap.

i mean, i am like a crazy builder.. rebuilding all my walls and defenses to protect myself during those two weeks to know that Mr. Bulldozer is planning to mow them all down. Hmpf.

what really burns my biscuit is the unevenness... it's not only inconsistent for us, but it's not EVEN. i mean, hey.. do you think he spent the holidays pondering about our relationship? Nope. Even if a client or two crossed his mind.. am i one of them? What are my odds? Pisses me off to no end. Makes me hate him in a pathetic way.

yeah.. like you said.. or what i think you said.. why go back to just feel bad all over again? i go even further.. why am i PAYING to feel bad all over again.. didn't i feel bad for free before i started this?

so i dont want to go today either.. even if i really do mis him.

i say we revolt. DOWN WITH T!!!!!!