I went back to sleep immediately after this and had terribly uncomfortable dreams of having to rely on my ex and her awful friends for help. My pillow is soaked where I apparently cried throughout my dreams. I can't imagine why I would dream that. I also must have been feeling for my wedding ring, because it looks like I dug my thumbnail into my ring finger where it used to be during sleep. I have a very sore but small crusty scab there now. I find I feel for it more lately while awake anyway, yet I don't miss her. I just miss the ring. Weird. Stupid brain. Stop it!