Kiya and Cyran0,

Thank you both for responding to my message. Right now, I need the assurance that I am not all alone. I feel very alienated and isolated because of all my horrible experiences. It is difficult not to feel like damaged goods. I wish I could afford counseling but I will not have access to health insurance until the end of May. In the meantime, I am trying to find outlets so that I can preserve my sanity. Thanks again.

Ecrivain23