This sounds just like me when I started throwing **** against the wall! I get angry mania and it sucks. (Trigger). Last time I told my dad if anyone crossed me that day, then I’d *gut* them. Sad part is, that’s really how I felt. Sorry the Thorazine isn’t working. Do you have any PRN benzos?? That’s usually my last ditch attempt. To just sleep it off. I hope you feel better! Scream in a pillow. Punch it. Stab it if you have to. ((Hugs))