When I denied my illness, my pdoc read out loud the notes from the first day I sought treatment. It was boring... and insulting.

I doubt the rest of my notes say anything exciting... Though more likely, it's probably random scribbles that I can't even read, as my pdoc's handwriting sucks ***. So he'd need to read them out loud like he did before if I ever want a chance at understanding his chicken scratch. But I don't want to be insulted again.