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Originally Posted by RxQueen875
This sounds just like me when I started throwing **** against the wall! I get angry mania and it sucks. (Trigger). Last time I told my dad if anyone crossed me that day, then I’d *gut* them. Sad part is, that’s really how I felt. Sorry the Thorazine isn’t working. Do you have any PRN benzos?? That’s usually my last ditch attempt. To just sleep it off. I hope you feel better! Scream in a pillow. Punch it. Stab it if you have to. ((Hugs))
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I'm sorry you get in these rages too , total suckage.
I have Xanax and Valium. Maybe it's helping a bit ? Or maybe nothing at all?
I have not self harmed in just over 5 years and I'm fighting tooth and nail to not start that horrific mess again
My daughter called after I sent her a text wanting to shave my hair off. She's bipolar so she " gets it"
Why do us woman tend to do that ? Self loathing and hatred maybe ? Or something that we alone can control? I think that is mine, maybe?
I can't let anorexia take hold last time there were talks about feeding tubes.
Sorry I am rambling so much, I just wish I could sleep... sleep away this shytty time in my life