I'm sorry you get in these rages too , total suckage.

I have Xanax and Valium. Maybe it's helping a bit ? Or maybe nothing at all?

I have not self harmed in just over 5 years and I'm fighting tooth and nail to not start that horrific mess again

My daughter called after I sent her a text wanting to shave my hair off. She's bipolar so she " gets it"

Why do us woman tend to do that ? Self loathing and hatred maybe ? Or something that we alone can control? I think that is mine, maybe?

I can't let anorexia take hold last time there were talks about feeding tubes.

Sorry I am rambling so much, I just wish I could sleep... sleep away this shytty time in my life