Hi I’m Kaitlin. I’m 25 and I’ve been diagnosed with bipolar disorder for 6years and always had the classic manic episodes or Depression. So I’ve had some bad health issues lately and have been on a ton of extra medication . I’ve felt a episode slowly creeping up and yes I know I should have prepared. I just wasn’t feeling like myself. Well like a tsunami it hit and it hit hard I was super depressed and all my normal depressed episode stuff. Well Instead of slowly coming out of it I got on a roller coaster of emotions and one second I’m angry then I’m so depressed I feel like I’ll never climb out of the dark torturous hole I fell into then I’ll jump to so sickingly happy and on top of the world that I can do anything and it’s all in a span of one day.. I’m basically a volcano of emotion and it’s a very confused one. Ive never quite done this. At least the depressed then switching to manic so fast it’s like a light switch. So maybe I’m just moody i honestly don’t know I’m just trying to hold on and not leap into the deep end. Any advice is appreciated just be nice.