To be able to see a therapist regularly, I would need to live under a different roof from my father and that will happen once I get into college. So I have to keep this under control as much as I can. I just want someone to tell me that they also get these flashbacks. I mean Musee survivors do, but my trauma isn’t as intense as that, I need to know people with minor trauma like me. Thanks for writing, I will see a therapist eventually. Hugs.