(((hugs)))) The others have said it all already, but this was not about you whatsoever, it was about him being a rude jackass towards you. He probably is that way towards many of his greatest fans and not just you. There's a sense of entitlement that can come from stardom, and being "above" all the rest of us lowly people out here who love, admire and adore them. It's very sad, really, that some stars behave this way and treat their fans with such disdain and dismissal.

What concerns me though is that this has bothered you to this depth and for this long. I totally understand your anger and outrage over it, and rightfully so, but he's a jerk and you learned that with an in person encounter and he should simply be written off. He's not who you thought he was or imagined how he might be.

You've written about celebrity obsessions in other threads. Investing so much energy into a celebrity (whom you do not know) can be very harmful to one's health, which this has been for a year, eating away at you. Just want to give you some food for thought as to why this has occupied so much of your energy and for this long.

Once we run into a jerk, celebrity or not, they should be dismissed and forgotten about. There are jerks everywhere in life, everywhere we go and with all walks of life. They do not deserve our time, energy or head space. If they do occupy our head space too much, as they say, raise the rent and kick them out (lol)! It's just not worth it in the end to occupy one's mind over the jerks in this world who do not know how to treat people with a basic level of human kindness, appreciation and/or respect.

((((((hugs))))))