I was very high functioning for most of my life...after teen and early 20's IPs...but it was only because I became an expert at wearing a mask and squelching my real feelings. Started self medicating and that's when the s**t hit the fan. Am now on disability and at my age I doubt I'll ever get back to a *normal* life.
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Bipolar l/Rapid/Mixed/Depression/Anxiety Disorders
lamotrigine 100mg 2x/day
Vraylar 6mg 1x/day
methylphenidate 10mg 3x/day
bupropion XL 200mg 2x/day
bupropion IR 174mg 1x/day
buspirone 30mg 2x/day
quetiapine 50mg 1x/day
I'm 50 Shades of Bipolar and I have no safe word...
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