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Originally Posted by vertigo
As a former teacher, I zeroed in on your statement that you're not learning. So I ask you this: Would taking an online class help you step away from the thoughts and emotions which plague you at the moment?
I know that there are lots of lectures and lecture series on youtube which you could stream without the added pressure of turning in papers or even doing the registration of a real online class.
If having a bit of responsibility in the form of papers to turn in would help keep you focused on getting through the material, I would be willing to read summaries of whatever you're learning. I would be doing something a little like teaching, which I miss, and it would help you reinforce your new learning.
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For me the learning part has to do with growing as a part of the beauty industry. I'm a licensed cosmetologist. I'm watching everyone I know grow and move forward with what they are doing and I'm just here stuck not growing not moving forward. My husband keeps saying that when all the kids are in school, then maybe I can go back to the salon. But what's the point when I'm already left behind. I'm not learning in that aspect. I had finally found something to be passionate about that I loved and I can't even do it anymore. I can't do anything anymore. I wouldn't mind going back to school if I could. Not sure how I'd do with online though, I get distracted and discouraged easily if I'm not moving or interacting. Thanks!
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