I'm so ****ing uncomfortable. I'm shaking my leg rubbing my legs with my hands. It's so uncomfortable. I don't know if my tooth pain is causing it. or not. I flipped out at my son this morning because he was just hanging out instead of helping us get ready to go to co-op. I'm confused and angry. Life feels too real and I don't have my headphones. I think I may cave and take the higher level of zyprexa that they're going to offer. This is no fun. But the higher dose makes me feel like this and twitchy at night. I'm glad I chose to come to co-op because I know I would have hurt myself if I was home and who would know how paranoid I would have got. Time is so slow. this sucks.