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Originally Posted by golden_eve
Welcome to PC! 
It sounds like you have a lot going on. You're aware of alcohol being a problem. Sounds like you may have depression, though I am not qualified to really say. It more so depends on how long you've been feeling depressed and hopeless. And from what you say, perhaps schizophrenia.
Have you ever been diagnosed by a psychiatrist? Can you see one while you are traveling? It may be a good idea to get evaluated for your symptoms and to possibly get on medication, depending on your symptoms and diagnosis.
While traveling is wonderful for personal reinvention, eventually you will need to face what's going on with you from wherever you are.
Others will have good advice for you and support. PC is a great place for this. (((hugs))) |
Thanks, no I've not been diagnosed by a phayciatrust and I feel depressed and hopeless everyday this has been ongoing for years, it's impossible for me to relax Enough and do pleaseurable activities or even appreciate what I'm doing or have, it's like I'm running away or while I'm doing this thing I'm thinking about the next thing rather than enjoying this moment, my grandmother was diagnosed scizphrenic and I can it can be partly hereditary.
Perhaps I could seek some professional help on my travels.