Today is another one of THOSE days...I have finally learned my lesson about giving my wife her time to think...but it is killing me inside...I just want to run to her grab her in my arms and kiss her like I used to. I know that this will probably not happen but I can dream...dream about all the good times we had...dream about our future. But until the time that I can hold her like I used to that is all they are dreams. I agree I have come along way from where I was before...but her love is missing and a part of me is with it...I just truly miss her more than she will know...we have had some good conversations (actually I do most of the talking) and we are becoming friends again (something that I think is important to re-connect again)...but I just find it harder and harder not to wake up next to her...this to shall pass (hopefully)!!!!!