I haven't had caffeine (beyond the little bit in chocolate) in 10 years because I was using it as a drug to get manic. Once I stopped I realized how much I was using it to stay up and then when I got depressed I would drink a ton of it to try to go manic. It was bad for me and I just decided that was the end and it was. I do still miss cherry coke though. 
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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