Thanks. Both of you.
I didn't mean that having lesbian fantasies is messed up. I just meant that I'm so dissociated and far from who I used to be that I'm not sure if this is just another element of my confusion about everything...
I SHOULD discuss this with my therapist. But I didn't discuss the lack of heterosexual sex when that was an issue... and I'm rubbish at even knowing what I feel about everyday things..
But thanks....