I'm done with this T. I told her I had too much energy and it's very uncomfortable and she said it's because I don't exercise. She didn't ask questions. I didn't tell her much with a response like that. I want to hurt myself more after today. She said we talk about the same stuff and nothing changes. I said I try and she asked if "avoiding co-op because they have cameras seem like I'm trying?" I wouldn't be there if I didn't try. My husband says get a new therapist but I don't want to, I'm done. I may keep my appointment on the 17th but I really have nothing to say to her. I didn't tell her how angry and hateful I've been. How I partially I think If I cut the energy will come out and not blood. If blood comes out than I may loose enough to calm the **** down. She always chop things up to anxiety. I'm so angry.