Sounds dismissive and angering.
Have you ever thought of writing to her in order to present your truth?
It sounds like she may not listen. Does she give you time to explain and help to clarify what's going on for you?
It's clear to me that you struggle to get yourself to the co-op and you deserve credit for doing so. Maybe you write more clearly than you can share with her verbally?
I understand you don't have many options with selecting another T.
Please find distractions and stay safe.
I feel for you.

WC