I am starting to feel like a failure too. A job I had interviewed on last week, I didn't move forward in the job search. But I'm up for another position at the same place, and did move forward in that search. It's taking so long, it's very frustrating. I'm up for two jobs with the same recruiter, but they will only put me forward for one of them, and who knows how long the process is going to take since they are both out of state.

Then I was up for another job, that would require me to move, and I had to pass on interviewing for it because I just found out that city and county have breed specific legislation, which means I'd have to give up my dog to move there. And what am I fighting for and struggling for if I have to give up everything to move to a place that I'll resent because I lost my dog. I couldn't handle losing another dog. I lost three because of my mental illness when I was hospitalized so many times. I know some people would disagree with that decision but I couldn't mentally handle going through that again.

I need something to come through already. I feel like interviewing is my full-time job now.

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