Been awhile since last check-in. Past month recap: BF had emergency surgery on his spine and was in hospital 2 weeks, then nursing facility another week (was supposed to be there longer, but it sucked there and he couldn't take it). Since then he's been home and I've been his caretaker (can't put on socks, take shower alone etc.). During this time, unemployment ran out, so zero income, I got a seasonal job (first work since April). Part time yes, but exhausting factory work. I have an interview for a different one on Thurs. Really hoping. ALL of the maintence things for home (lugging groceries, laundry etc, --we don't have a car) have fallen to me and I AM EXHAUSTED. They say this recovery is like 2 months. Good God.

Thanks for letting me whine/vent. The only upside is I am too exhausted to even be aware of mood. Can't concentrate long enough to think on anything. Blank mind.