Both members of my psych team said today that I'm manic. It has to do with my wanderlust and the regular kind of lust. The prescriber didn't change anything, but only gave me one months prescriptions instead of the usual three. Therapist said point blank "you're manic. I can see it from here." I've thought it over and they both are right. I've done some risky behaviours sexually, spent money I don't have to spend, and thought long and hard as well as planned about running fast and far as my car will go. But the weird bit, the racing thoughts have actually slowed over the last several days. Could it be that I've just sped up? I'm not obsessively thinking about my past some of the time, which is new and quite nice.
My only response: I may well be manic. So what? It's nice to not be depressed as hell. Sure, there's dips, like Saturday, but I feel the most calm I've ever felt when told I'm manic. Do I try to fix this? Should I?