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i told soli tonight that IRL everyone thinks i dont care... that i'm this gal made of steel that does what she wants and devil be damned. It never occurs to anyone that i have a heart... much one that lays broken on the floor.. bleeding to death..

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(((((Fluffy))))))),
In my opinion, you've changed since I met you a few months ago. I remember our first conversation. You were having a meltdown. You were very guarded and afraid to let people in, afraid to trust. But you did. Now, I see you joking around, posting, and answering posts! You sell yourself short - you are a wonderful person, not poison. Give yourself time, you can achieve whatever goal you set! That includes finding someone who truly knows you like we on PC do, and who will treat you the way you desire