It has been bad in the past, but not in a long long time. The worst was when I quit sleeping for several weeks and kept drinking the whole time. I'm getting 7 hours plus if sleep every night, thanks to Seroquel. I never stop my meds and won't. I had sex with two women in one day last week, one being the curvy sexy one I met, but she's so far from someone I want to be involved with. She brought out the "L word" before our first date and that meant she stands no chance ever. She brought out the sex before then too, but I didn't turn that down. I spent most of my money today on things needed and frivolities, one of which is an adult sized onesie of Deadpool. Hey, I needed something for church! I'm not drinking or doing drugs. I'm still going to the gym, and did so this morning. I'm still meditating daily and trying to be grateful. This one just seems like I'm enjoying life more than being manic