Thanks for the quick reply and good job with your strength to go out. There is a lot of beauty in this world that shouldn't be missed. Nature is a wonderful gift given to us and I hope you go out and enjoy it some more!
Honestly, I had a rough day feeling sorry for myself. I did smile alot though (forced) and I met some new people and made myself talk to them. That's a big step for me b/c I am really shy in new situations. Especially since I felt so out of place today.