I'm so sorry this has happened to you. Actually brought some tears to my eyes reading it. If you brought to her awareness that you felt she hadn't been treating you as a true friend should and this was her reaction, maybe you're better off overall without her as a friend. Maybe this door needed to close so you could look elsewhere and walk through a door behind which something more fulfilling awaits you. Forgive me if I am jumping to unfair conclusions. I know it feels awful right now, but you will see better days and opportunities to develop new, healthy friendships. You have life. You have potential. You have support available to you through this site. This is not the end of the world. Hope you feel better soon.