I have been on the go today since 6am and am now exhausted.I just ate toast and cheese spread,whenever I eat cheese I sweat profusely,so I am sweating and also have the chills.I was up at 6am,went to my podiatry appointment at 9am then to the internet cafe to print something,then to the post office to send a parcel.Then home and at 12pm the food shop was delivered.I had to check it and store it all away!
After that I hoovered downstairs,that tired me out,meanwhile while all that was going on there were knocks on the door from deliveries of stuff I had ordered.

To make matters worse the taxi drivers I got were annoying,going the wrong routes so cost me more,one was rambling on boringly about his back pain and how he cured it but it wasn't a five minute thing,he went over and over the same stuff about his back the whole 15 minute journey,why me?Then on another journey the taxi driver asked me how much I spend a year on the lottery how many years I had been playing it,and added that up which was annoying and I felt he was judging me for it,then he got really nosy and was asking me if I own my house or rent it,I said to him that's none of your business,nosy sod what does he want to know that for?I felt like I was being assessed as a target!

Then when I got home and did all the chores Jeremy Vine was on the radio ,I detest Jeremy Vine,he does the current affairs show,he sticks it to me right raw in the nerve his views are so biased and right wing extreme mainstream whatever the subject and with so many built in right wing assumptions! If violence weren't illegal it would satisfy me so much to smash his smug indoctrinating face in....and he gets paid over £200,000 pounds to do that job and misinform people and make them into extreme right wing tories.I usually do not listen to his crap unless there is another person on that will challenge his **** to my satisfaction but they don't allow that that often.Today he was shining a rose coloured light on our rotten Tory prime Minister who is speaking at her party conference.He was also talking about what a wonderful thing fracking is and making Greenpeace sound like oddballs.I tell you these Tory pundits would sell us **** and claim it is rose water and that it smells of roses.Makes me so ****ing angry!!!

So now I am going to be upset for the rest of the day.But for now I need to rest because I am exhausted and that has made me extremely vexed and depressed.I want to cry but I can't and I am angry too and that is emotionally very painful to suffer this way.
I have the washing up to do later,and rustle up a meal for dinner.......I also feel mixed up and also I am feeling the cold,I have only just shut the patio door.

I am starting to calm down now,it helps to vent here.....I am not going to move off this sofa until dinner time,early evening,I am just shattered...I am sleepy,sleep apnea had me up three times during the night and now I have come over all drowsy.
Yawn.....!!!I might post again later.Bye for now,thanks for reading this outburst.