Was in a long term relationship where he had become abusive- mentally, verbally and serious physical resulting in several serious injuries. Four months ago a stranger called 911 when she saw him attacking me in our car. He's incarcerated and blames me, refuses to own up to it or offer any sincere remorse. I went from living everyday with him for over 2.5 yrs to not seeing or talking to him at all.

I feel so alone and have really low self worth, depression hopelessness and pretty bad ptsd that makes life a rollercoaster because I never can really predict when I'll have a flashback or trigger. Im so sad.