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Oct 04, 2017, 08:50 AM
Anonymous35014
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I was starting to feel better after going back on my antipsychotic, but I think I took 2 steps back.
Possible trigger:
I'm trying not to give in to my recurring urges to OD on Klonopin because I know the depression will pass. And yet, I realize that I will struggle with depression on and off for the rest of my life, possibly getting more severe as I age, which makes me feel hopeless. Like, "there's no cure, so why bother?" That sort of thing.
I don't f_cking know. I'm at work right now and away from my medications. I'm hoping I will relax a little before going home. I might even stay here until 8 or 9pm if that's the time I need to be safe. Work is safer than home, as I don't have access to medications. And if I have to, I'll skip my medications tonight altogether. Probably bad idea to skip medications, but if I know FOR SURE that I will OD, then it's best to skip.)
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