I understand what you’re saying...I can also see why you’re a bit pensive. I swear everyone of your posts, I think, “yes, exactly”! (I’m not stalking you but I think your replies are great...or maybe because I think the same? Lol)

I do not experience a lot of “inner quiet” in my head, meaning I’m always thinking about things...not worrying, just busy upstairs. You seem like a lively, bright person - I say let the chi flow, go Zen, Namaste!

But keep us updated...