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Old Oct 04, 2017, 10:54 AM
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Originally Posted by bluebicycle View Post
I was starting to feel better after going back on my antipsychotic, but I think I took 2 steps back.

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Blue, I am sorry you are in such pain and feeling unsure about wanting to live.

I just want to share with you: With over 30 years of total medical disability and lots of severe and chronic pain, I have often contemplated escaping it all.
I can tell you I am glad I've never done it. It can get better. Seriously. You can find stability and have a decent, rewarding life. You are very gifted, which is incredibly fortunate.

I was married several years into my disabilities. My H is handsome, very strong and very compassionate. This is just one of the examples of surprises in my life. I'd always thought my whole life was ruined, but it was not.

While I'd be very sad if you'd decided you had to go, it's important you decide to stay for yourself and your loved ones.

Maybe start a thread where you will get more support?
I have to go for now, but I'll be thinking of you and sending supportive, loving vibes.

Please stay safe, Blue.

WC
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