It's scary when people we know get sick and pass away

. I agree with Persephone, definately get a physical check up. I'm glad you've been inspired to try and lose some weight. I seriously doubt that being over weight before is going to continue to impact your health. Getting to a heathy weight is good for your body. Blood pressure, cholesterol, blood sugars, all improve.
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