I don't know what to say or anything. I am mood swinging so bad. I am crying while sitting here. All of a sudden again. Dr. NEVER responded, o she read it tho...just didn't think it was enough to warrant an email, a word of encouragement...nothing. So, here I sit in the dark, reading n trying to be a good forum responder and again I fall short...I hate not being in control...it isn't just physical pain, it is messing with my head...anyway, I guess I am just complaining and it isnt good to do that...oh well. Melanie