LOL I dunno why that pleases me. It feels like validation and I am now not crying and feeling level again...grrrr to the not shooting...To top it all off I now have a pressure on my chest and persistent cough...hope it isn't gonna turn into bronchitis...just all I need right now...maybe being sick is the mood swings??? Naw we all know the amitriptyline and carbamazepine mess with your head. My Dad apparently nailed it on head adn mom was arguing moot point in that I didnt know how much they HELPED me. I didnt know the depth... I am learning the hard way...I'm from the school of hard knocks...anyone else?? lol

melanie