I went to Texas for a week to see my Mom and Step Dad.My mom pretty much verbally abused me and at times scared me.She got up in my face a few times and yelled at me.I have never had a good relationship with her.I have decided to never go visit her in Texas again.Every time i have been around her.Things have not gone well.She treats me like i'm stupid etc.I'm a 37 year old grown women.Been on my own for like 19 years.Speaking of being alone.I'm tired of being a loner.Turned into one a few years ago.Because i got tired of being hurt,used etc.By so called friends.I live near St.Louis and don't find most folks to be friendly.I usally go out a lot by myself. I feel like a loser.When i go out alone.But at times i'd rather go alone.Then hang out with people.I really don't like.