at this current moment, which I am sure you've read somewhere, I have been served eviction from where I am.

I am finding it really difficult to believe that the people here actually care what happens to me.
several times now, people have tried to convince me that they don't want me to go, and that they are shocked I am leaving.

but... it's hard.

I don't believe it for 1 moment

people hate me and want me out

sometimes i get thoughts at night.. everyone is having a confrence where they are just talking about me and my upcoming move

oh you know that person who lives here?. they are going.

good riddence

or something to that affect

what's strange is that usually I don't have this problem.

usually I don't care what people think of me.

I am what I am, and that's that. if people don't like it, then it's their problem

i'm not going to change just because someone hates me.

but in this circumstance..