Suicidal thoughts is such a weird monster. It can come out of nowhere.
Having OCD on top of that, so you obsess with the thoughts, is a hell that I wouldn't want to go through.
When I start having SI, I try to view it as a symptom rather than the primary problem. Is something going on in my life that's stressing me more than I realize? Have I been forgetting or choosing to not take my meds. Am I afraid of losing someone? So many reasons.
But then again sometimes it just pops into my head for no particular reason
. I just say well hello old friend, I'm not going with you today, so move along.
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"Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged
Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 -
Seroquel 100
Celexa 20 mg
Xanax .5 mg prn
Modafanil 100 mg
