CSA stands for Childhood Sexual Abuse.

i have talked with my T a lot about this today and she was very validating. finally a nice session!

she tried to understand the root of it and even if we werent able to identify the cause, i feel better for having talked about this with her.

maybe this is getting worse because i really need to finally go live alone. i feel guilty for this, even as if i were abandoning my parents, but really, its time! as soon as i can i'll move out.